Wished You The Worst Lyrics

i'm stuck here staring at the sun.
but he said "blinding eyes they'll tell you lies, you'll see it when im done."
front door is bleeding near the steps again. i'll be sure to keep it open.
my mother told me "what you have is yours to keep"
but the shades of red at our front door turned puddles at her feet.

yesterday, it all seems so close to me.
nine years ago, a day before, she looked at us, he slammed the door.
honestly, things could have been so much worse for us.
i used to hope they were for you.

sister tears landing on old picture frames.
i'm lying (through my fucking teeth)

yesterday, it all seems so close to me.
nine years ago, a day before, she looked at us, he slammed the door.
honestly, things could have been so much worse for us.
i'm glad they weren't for you.