What Kind of Man Have I Become? Lyrics

What kind of man, what kind of man have I become?
One who would fear, one who would fear dark ambitious suns
There's no turning back, there's no turning back to that dear young boy
With initials etched on your wooden chest full of furry toys
What kind of man, what kind of man have I become?
One who would fear, one who would fear dark ambitious suns
I've mosaics of hope, I've mosaics of hope with a book of lies
And we need clear heads, we need clear heads under cloudy skies
I was sad, I was sad for too long
I had no idea, I had no idea if I'd ever belong
Abandon regret, abandon regret for staying put south
So let's lock our tongues, let's lock our tongues in each other's mouth