Vanish & Fade Away Lyrics

hate the way that all the friends i've ever had seem to vanish and fade away they left their trouble in my hands it's all the same year for year and i can't sleep now while they appear and steal myself bone by bone and again i try to understand yeah i, i seem to fail, i seem to loose, but it's allright i am used to do yeah i seem to fail, i seem to loose, but it's allright i am used to do... i go and find a place to hide with magic mushrooms and magic light but the world is still spinning around and i hate the way that all the trees are laughing at me shut up, shut up i won't listen to you my friends