Upon Completing Your Applicaiton To The Club Of Indifference Lyrics

i can't be that mother fucker who sits and cries about what could have been because the truth is i never had a chance in the first place i've had enough, so fuck all of this and i'm still screaming like it matters these days are gone and hopes still fucking dead i'm just waiting for my time to go.
i hope you realize this song is meant for you and i'll feel this fucking way until i stop breathing so give up on me because i have given up on myself