Untitled (for Christa) Lyrics

once again I am brought to my knees
there are tears swelling in my eye
I think IM about to cry
why are things not right between us
and we cant even try
all you said was
GOODBYE
I try not to think
but all I get is your house
and the floor in the basement
we used to roll around on
but now I guess that's all gone
and the memories will soon fade
is that what we really want
is that what you wanted?
So I pour my heart through my pencil
and this is what I get
I messed up
I brought you down
your couldn't get back up
blame me
not you
you say there is nothing more we can do
I said I love you
and still we come to goodbye
so here ill sit in my bed and cry
for another heart broken
few words spoken
and all good-byes said