Trench Digger Lyrics

I am a man of denial
Digging treasures so defiled
Will the violence take its toll -
Will obsession take my soul?

Feeling like an unborn creep
Masturbating in my sleep
Seeking out external host
The parasite that is my ghost

Praying for the ones I hurt
Dig my bed, sleep in the dirt
Hacking ground, I've lost my way
Trading words for what I say

Now I look at what I've dug
See my harvest, only mud
In my storms of long-held rage
Clawing the walls of my cage

Sun is down and I can't sleep
Suicide is just a dream
See my dreams fell in the hole
Such a long, long time ago

Fever builds up in my brain
Dried and burning in the rain
Taking back all I have done
Look to the sky...
There is the sun