Toys & Puppets Lyrics

Tell me I`m ok, oh hell not today
Are you trying to take control of my own life?
What are you gonna say? Oh, here we go again
I`m tired of listening all of your fucking lies
Everybody`s expecting me to be â?? something I`m not
Everybody`s expecting me to have â?? all they ain`t got
Everybody wants me to be everything to everyone
To be there when they need someone
Be their favorite stupid little toy
(But I`m just an ordinary boy)

What`s new today ? What in my life`s not ok?
What`s the new you`re gonna tell me about my past?
What am I to say? Why don`t you just go away?
I can`t keep up with this pressure, got no strength to go ahead

It`s not the time to say goodbye, looking back wondering why
It`s time to say enough
This time I`m trying hard to change and let the good things come my way
This time I swear that I won`t just give up

I`m trying to live on my own. I`m not a puppet in your hands.
I`m trying to be myself and that`s what you don`t understand.
This time I`ll be different, you won`t control me anymore
Just like you controlled them all before