Three Of Spades Lyrics

I want to take you out. Tonight. I want to see you in the starlight. You always look so beautiful to me. I want to take you by the hand. I have two hands. But just one heart. To give. To anyone. One hand must pull in. One hand must push away. But I don't want to push anyone. Anywhere. How can I make a decision like this. Three broken hearts under my heel. How did it come to this. I don't deserve anyone. Anyway. After what I did. I look into eyes and. I soar in blue but. I'm already buried in brown. I'm losing all control. And sinking in deeper. Just trying to find my way.