This Pain Lyrics

Alone with my thoughts as I lay on the bed
The bottle that I drank when straight to my head
Skins and roaches litter the floor
Deja vu, I've been here before

A wasted youth, or some might say
Because I choose to live a different way
It's getting harder to make ends meet
My biggest job is to stay on my feet...

Pain burns inside of me
Deep down, where you can't see
There's a side of me that you'll never know
I can't seem to let it go

Alone with my ghosts as I lay with the dead
Digging graves for every word you said
Saints and sinners burst through my door
Last thing I see as I hit the floor

A wasted youth, or some might say
Because we choose to live a different way
It's getting harder to stand the heat
Come resurrect me from dirty sheets...

Pain burns inside of me
Deep down, where you can't see
There's a part of me that I'll never show
A part of me that you'll never know...

Tightrope walking on a razor wire
Tucked in a bed of crimson fire
Try to stay awake but my eyes won't close
I look into the mirror and I see my foes
You left me in a state of limbo
But Jack be quick and Jack be nimble
Enough is enough and a scar is born
You'll curse the womb whence I was torn

Pain burns inside of me
Deep down, where you can't see
There's a side of me that you'll never know
I can't seem to let it go

Pain burns inside of me
Deep down, where you can't see
There's a part of me that I'll never show
A part of me that you'll never know...

This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...
This pain...