This Hell In Pardise Lyrics

I do not know what to do with this life In this hell in Paradise I lost my wings and my freedom Because of the one I have been loving so much Frozen tears are like my hopes Slowly they fade from my memory I really wish I had not existed ever Nor had thought I could love I feel so much hatred for those Who have created my griefs and passions I cry with pain, it hurts and I'm scared I wish I could see her again Although I am yelling, she's not hearing me Although I am crying, she's not loving me...