The Unimaginable Lyrics

What if I could ice down all of my tears
Would my face be covered in diamonds from ear to ear
Would real niggas respect me then
Will some of these white girls wanna be more than my friend
If I could take all of my tears and cry them into a chain
I wonder how many million more followers I'd gain
I bet my socials be super lit
It wouldn't even matter what type of vocals that I have to spit
I could turn all this salty water that fell from my eyes into some diamond karats
Then when I cry in public I could finally do so without having someone tell me I should feel embarrassed
Cause I'm not
And I cried a whole lot when I filed a divorce and when the homie got shot
And not one time did I laugh at Tyrese's tears
Cause when I was separated from my son I cried every day for almost a year
And at near the end of that year span I was filled with joy
Cause my new fiance and I were expecting a baby boy
But after 40 weeks he was born without a heartbeat
Still we chose to march forward instead of retreat

I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it seemed impossible to take the next step
I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it felt like God had his foot on my chest
I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it felt like I couldn't take another breath
I put one foot in front of the next
Cause life is just a battle in the shadow of death

We bury Pooh in the very same day
They called us said they wanna take my baby away
I beat the case but I didn't meet the eyes
I got so many questions when I finally meet god
Like why you make it so hard
Why you even let me try
Why my marriage couldn't work
Why you let my baby die
I apologize for not
You about to hear a lot
This is not really music it's me dealing with my thoughts
It was breathe trauma (huh) breathe trauma (huh) breathe trauma (huh) breathe
It's hard to kill the drama when the trauma won't leave
So if karma does exist I find it hard to believe
Cause if you reap what you sow
I didn't sow these seeds
I need a Grammy for the damage, platinum plaque as a vantage
A couple healthy kids before I start to understand it
But because the fans demand it and the label said I should
I put it all into these songs and the hopes its understood

I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it seemed impossible to take the next step
I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it felt like God had his foot on my chest
I put one foot in front of the next
Even when it felt like I couldn't take another breath
I put one foot in front of the next
Cause life is just a battle in the shadow of death

I've been crawling up the side of a mountain
Problems, they got me falling back down
Know this, all the flames ill put em down
And know ima climb out
I've been crawling up the side of a mountain
Problems, they got me falling back down
Know this, all the flames ill put em down
And know ima climb out