The One You Cannot Have Lyrics

I waited till everybody clears,
so I could tell you all my fears,
I don't understand, and I'm not content
with being your best friend,
I guess it ends, this is where our road
will stop from twists and bends,
though we've changed, and I've grown,
I'm still picking up the pieces on my own,

Breaking, aching, longing for what should be mine,
thinking, sinking, and I'm only wasting time,
lonely, is only, another way to say you're lost,
and then you're out, to figure out,
to do whatever it will cost.

CHORUS-
Just like, the first time,
your words divide my heart in half,
and just like, the last time,
you're the one I cannot have.
with broken hearts, a tainted start,
and it breaks my soul apart.

I lay awake at night and stare up at the sky,
asking why, when the stars align and tell me everything will be alright, but it's not, and it hurts me when I see that you've forgot. right from wrong, so I go on with my song.