The Anticipation Of Two Days From Now Lyrics

Disect and analyzed, this winter's treating no one with remorse
And every single word I misinterpret, is every single smile distanced more
Making marks with all the right intentions, losing them with each uneasy question
Overdoing opening up, and I'm afraid to say that I think I know too much

Anticipating silence, but praying for the best to come of this
And every single second I'm keeping this secret,is every opportunity I lost to forget
Worries stick around like obligations, stabbing back at least until I embrace them
I'm not making any promises, I promise you this, until you give me a reason to live

I'm falling asleep and never waking up
I'm letting go of who I was to never be forgotten
I'm lying face down on the floor
I'm selling myself short to justify everything that's done wrong

Something this beautiful should never end, we're laying waste to something more
And every single time I wrote off failure, is every single time I lost the war
Options and opinions make things harder, and in the end they'll only push you farther
Silence means I set myself up, it's the only way I'll settle myself down

I set myself up, I'm playing my part right
So please ..., Be something I can't deny
(Stop pretending like this hurts you half as much as it hurts me
I would fall one thousand stories and live alone to watch you bleed
Disect and analyzed this winter's treating no one with remorse
I'm not making any promises, I promise you this, until you give me a reason to live)

I'd respect it if your potential was kinetic
And you learned to live without regret