Summer of Fear Pt. 2 - incomplete Lyrics

it's pretty hard to remember
how it felt back then
the sun never shines twice on the same skin
and kid you think that you're climbing
but you're just pulling down
you need so many things to walk around

twenty days in december
was all it took to decide
to kill the thing we cared to keep alive
her body broke every daybreak
spine ripped as she rose
shes probably still in some sick bed somewhere
complaining about all the pain I suppose

and man what a drag to be burdened with the bag of the brittle little bones of the dreams you've had
when you find out
you'll never have it this good
as if nothing you've had

you're pretty good at forgiving what hasn't happened yet
I said knock knock
whose there?
whose there?
you said you'd never forget
you said you'd never forget
you said you'd never forget

the only that you're sure of
is that you just can't decide
one day you're finally gonna fail at fooling yourself living some kind of life
oh and you know its a lie

and man what a drag to be burdened with the bag of the brittle little bones of the dreams you've had
when you find out
you'll never have it this good
as if nothing you've had

oh and I do not believe
and I laugh as I grieve
and i blow out those bodies breathed in all the breeze that fall
when our friends fell as fast as the leaves
and its your summer of fear

and it might last a month day or week
or a whole damn year
can you feel it droning on
on every port in ever pier
whispered in your ear
buried in the hole
over the writing on the wall
in every curtain every call
in your dormitory hall
????

you're pretty good at forgiving what hasn't happened yet
I said knock knock
whose there?
you said you'd never forget