Stuck in My Id Lyrics

so i've now discovered something lying dormant in my brain
i will never let it go, yeah i will never be the same
i'm in the middle of a bottomless id
gonna make it with another and another and again
there's no hope, no future, no more of these ties to you

(instrumental)

(chorus:)
and when i wake up in the morning
my breakfast laid out on my bed
some kind of memory without you, girl
she lives and spins inside my head

yeah, i been missing locking(?) with you
there's nothing keeping me alone
i spend a long time with my body, girl
i look for meaning on my own

(instrumental)

i never meant to hurt you, yeah
no, i never meant to blame
did you have a reason, darling
or was it just the shame?

i know you been so mad at me
but i swear i'm gonna fix it, gonna make it be the same
'cause there's one hope, one thing i know is true
i would drop all of my lovers just to kick it off with you, yeah

(chorus)

(instrumental)

and when i wake up in the morning
my breakfast laid out on my bed
some kind of memory without you, love
she lives and spins inside my head

yeah, i been missing hanging with you
there's nothing keeping me alone
i spend a long time with my body, girl
i look for meaning on my own