Standing Lyrics

Sitting by myself, so unaware
all the pain I put on you, be clear
this wasn't intentional
promised you I'd never leave
Stories the same, I am afraid
that I strung you along now.

Standing on my own
so afraid to walk away
silence hides all questions

When I walk away, I walk away
don't you know I believe in you?
how can you say, how can you say
Nothing's wrong?

I never meant to do anything that
would have caused you to suffer in all of this pain
the problems I caused you were not
meant maliciously, hope you will in the long run

Standing on my own
so afraid to walk away
silence hides all questions

When I walk away, I walk away
don't you know I believe in you?
how can you say, how can you say
everything will fall apart again

I don't know why, I don't know why
I bother to waste any more time
you're always acting belligerent

I don't know why, I don't know why
I bother to care to take time to repair the wounds you have opened

I used to be so alive, this is painful
seeing you, I realized all the truth I'd never see
why did you bother to lie, it's disgraceful
now I know now I am better off alone

Sitting by myself, now I'm aware
that the blame rests on you
sitting by yourself hope that you've seen
why you're better off now