Something New Lyrics

I'm sick of sitting around this room
Just waiting for my life to begin
I've got to get out tonight
Please let me in
Cause I'm just walking down the street
Feel the sidewalk under my bare feet
I'm searching for someone or something
To help me pass the time
And there's nothing you can do
To help me get by with something new
It's been such a long time now
Let's try it again
Well it's been a couple of years by now
Since I've had something to complain about
I've been trying really hard to keep it behind
And I find it hard to believe
That you can talk to me that way
Please don't hang up the phone
I've got a lot to say

Wherever we are five years from now
I just want you to be close somehow
I don't ever want to be left behind again
We used to stay up all night talking
I just want to live those days again
I guess that's just why I can't find a away for it to begin
Cause I've been running away from who I am
And can't catch to who I should have been
I'm stuck here somewhere in between
Something tells me you're still around
Cause you want to know what I found out
I found out I've got nowhere to go and noone to trust

If you're wondering why I hate you
You know I never would
But if you're waiting for me to talk
You know I never could
Let's leave behind the days
When there was something that we would have changed
We can try and start something new
I just want to be close to you

Everything that I've ever done
It's all thanks to you
The thoughts come back to haunt me, girl
They always do