Sick in the Head Lyrics

Why is it that inconsistency always vexes me
And makes me frustrated like I'm waiting for what once was
Or maybe it was what never could be, but yet again
It could be that I'm unsatisfied with me, why?

Just give me some kind of encouragement
Constant lack of nourishment
My mind's a glutton for punishment
I'm sick in the head

I cannot figure it out
I can't break free from this shell
I'm always searching for more
Hope I've made a difference
In someone else's existence
But would I be a hindrance
Instead of giving influence
The motif on my life it seems, forever asking why
To be content with what I have just isn't on my mind

Just give me some kind of encouragement
Constant lack of nourishment
My mind's a glutton for punishment
I'm sick in the head

Die and re-construct x 4

Just give me some kind of encouragement
Constant lack of nourishment
My mind's a glutton for punishment
I'm sick in the head

I can't call it, everything is fleeting
Let me soak up nutrients and leave you after feeding
This is not how I was raised to be
My consciousness contorting my reality
Subconsciousness vociferating vigorously
A voice so loud just won't let me be
Don't know how fucking long I can take it
Diluted, I've been recruited for my own replacement
Even if I knew I'd be ready for changing
I'd loosen the screws, that tied me to you
And strip out the grooves
So no one could ever replace them
I'm sick in the head