Shruggatic Lyrics

Can't wait to not care about getting my fix
I am so god damned ambivalent
the most you see
the most, you see?
the ghost you see
the ghost in me

oh to taste that lovely blank
blank look on your face
sustain me, cuz I'm trying I'm trying I try
and it pains me
and it paints me
and it draws me out
ever so faintly

I want you
god i want you
to pretend you
don't want to
ignore me
ignore me