Sex Opiate Lyrics

I am so glad you're here to listen
I don't know where I'd be without you
I don't know how to change from what I am
All the emotions are turning me blue
And all the pain I hold against myself
And all that I am has washed away
Because of you I realized how much I owe my life to you

I wish I could bring you here
To guide me through my life
Set back all the hard times
And finally get things right
I am tired of hurting everybody
And using you like I do
But it's the things that everybody
Does that sets me through
I can't escape my feelings
And my constant cravings I have
But I know I can't stop abusing
The opiate your sex has

You yearn for certain things
But I never thought it'd be this
There have been so many people
I couldn't tell you whom I used it with
But I know it was my escape
Or the drug to calm my fears
I can't rid the addiction
Of a drug I've been using for years

My life is such a sad story
I couldn't end it now
For everything would be so boring
If I wasn't using it now
But it's the things that everybody
Does that sets me free
I can't escape my feelings
And my constant cravings I need
But I can't stop abusing
The opiate your sex has
And it's hard to stop using
You like I have

I am so glad you're here to listen
I don't know where I'd be without you
I don't know how to change from what I am
All the emotions are turning me blue
And all the pain I hold against myself
And all that I am has washed away
Because of you I realized how much I owe my life
To your opiate
And the drug your sex has