Ruined Lyrics

again and again
again and again
i tell myself to forget
why i couldn't sleep
again and again
again and again
i tell myself that this
is just my plague
the rumors are true
fall prey to the hype
their words crawl on me
like spiders in the night
is this so interesting
that you can talk talk talk
step up to the mic
this is all your fault
i tell myself
that this is my plague
broken backs
and whispers
sleepless nights
without her
the rumors are true