Retrograde Lyrics

I'm looping affirmations and praying
The tarot readers online will save me
Tell me what's fated
This tower moment's taking ages

Life is shitty, but I'm not to blame
There's just a permanent retrograde

Does everyone know something I don't?
The meaning of life is an inside joke
Give me a break, I'm lonely and broke, I'll keep holding out though

The older that I get, the more nihilistic I feel (I feel)
I'm full of existential drеad, work's a scam and love isn't real (Not real)

Lifе is shitty, but I'm not to blame
There's just a permanent retrograde

Does everyone know something I don't? (I don't)
The meaning of life is an inside joke (A joke)
Give me a break, I'm lonely and broke, I'll keep holding out though (Out though)
Give me a break, I'm lonely and broke, I'll keep holding out though (Out though)