Regrettably Lyrics

I beat myself a wound that adorns my body I sprinkle it softly with salt to make it more beautiful I let myself to the vein and open the skin gently I enjoy the kiss of the blade that makes me into a man I hang myself on thin wires I asked myself to do it I feel sorry for myself so sorry I feel sorry for myself so sorry I am not afraid of the bogeyman Because I can do away with myself on my own I must I must hurt myself again I feel sorry for myself so sorry I must hurt myself again because only the pain heals me I love my scar in all its splendor A nice souvenir I made it myself I bite my tongue and suffer in silence I draw the old knife through my skin once more But when I see myself in the mirror my little heart hurts so badly There is still room on my skin I will do again that which I dread I must I must hurt myself again I feel sorry for myself so sorry I must hurt myself again because the pain is all that's left for me I must I must hurt myself again I feel so sorry for myself I must I must hurt myself again I harm myself I must hurt myself again because the pain is all that's left for me