Queen of Pain Lyrics

I'm the queen of pain
I can make it thunder and rain
I can turn the clouds black in the sky
I can put all those tears in your eyes
I'll leave and never wave goodbye
cause I'm the queen of pain

I won't hear their names
cause the voices are always the same
the places, the chases, the interchangeable faces
all scratching me, attaching, surrounding, binding
how can I care if it's not you?
you smile at the things I do
and then you say I'm as cold as November
oh you say I'm as cold as November

things will never be the same
and I will never give you back your name
cause I earned it with you under my skin
but it's my fault for lettin' you in
I've betrayed you and it should be a sin
cause then you banter you're as cold as November
oh I say you're as cold as November

you left when I was crying
and I was crying every time you left
oh but ain't it kind of funny
how you weren't laughing when I left

so who's the real king of pain?
I'm trying to forget your name
but you show up wherever I go
oh please why don't you just let me go?
cause I don't wanna remember
how it was in May
and now it's the month of November
once it was May
but now it's the month of November
your favorite time of year...