Personal Cross Lyrics

How do I start? well here it goes. I'll write it all down so that everyone knows. dragged out and low. feeling lost, with no one to save me. I need a personal cross. cut across my heart. I hope I die. this love will make me go blind. I got swords for hands and fucking hearts for eyes. dig out my heart and put my eyes inside. swallow the sight. consume the light. I've never felt more alone. forgotten son left out on my own. dragged out and low and feeling lost with no one to save me. I need a personal cross. if emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness, and cleanliness is godliness, then I'm a filthy fucking mess. yeah, I'm a wreck. intoxicated by madness. no love, no peace, just sadness. a filthy fucking mess.