Past Doubt Lyrics

It just seems harder when I try
And I feel ashamed, at the words I can't explain
I never meant to make you cry
Or feel any pain, it was just something I couldn't contain
Is there some thing I can do
What words can I say, anything to make you stay
I feel lost with out you
Give me one more day, one chance before you go away
I don't want to say goodbye, I can't bear to see you leave
Without you all I can do is grieve
I don't want to hold you down, just hold you close
Tear stained sleeves I'm all alone

As the day seems to grow old
My heart feels like it's gone, I never wish this on anyone
As the world seems to grow cold
You sing a sullen song, waking up never felt so wrong
Stop "dreaming" is what you said
It's not gonna be okay, the obstacles are in your way
It feels colder in my bed
Since you walked away, still I feel like I've gone astray

I don't want to say goodbye, I can't bear to see you leave
Without you all I can do is grieve
I don't want to hold you down, just hold you close
Tear stained sleeves I'm all alone

My friends don't understand what I'm going through
They say "you'll be fine"

I'm not gonna be okay
It not supposed to be this way
It's harder, yeah its harder seeing you in those arms

I really won't be fine
Yeah the hurt might heal in time
But until then I don't want feel like I'm dying

Dying...