Paperstains Lyrics

I've written this death wish to tell the following goodbye mother, could you hear my cries,
father you sucker for believing my lies,
thank you for your inspiration without this will to live,
i've bled out all motivation,
sorry for the pain this has caused, don't pray for me,
just be happy, your god tells you i'm in a better place,
what would i know, i've already lost this taste,
what the fuck would i know i've already lost this.
mother could you hear my cries,
father, you sucker for believing my lies,
thank you for your inspiration without this will to live,
i've lost all motivation, how i've waited, for this day,
please clean up this mess, that i so gladly left and no, media now i'm alive, where's your god now,
as my soul departs this earth, my cries are not heard, these walls close in on my existence,
send me your prayers,
they burn so easily,
send me your prayers,
i need to laugh.