OK (I Am Only Here To Make Sisyphus Happy) Lyrics

Hey, are you up there?
I am legitimately scared
That I might not need to care
About anything and everything
Because they just mean
Nothing more than nothing
Which makes my mind scream.
Where is meaning?
Am I dreaming?
Why is anything?
Who am I and who are they and are we real beings?
I don't believe that I am,
and so I guess I never can.
I wish this would at least end,
so I could feel there's a master plan,
and is it in man's, or the unexplainable's, hands?
And where oh where oh where oh where do I stand?
If nothing truly is,
I mean, if there is not existence,
I see three ways this could go down for me:
I can't try suicide knowing that I don't
Know that anything that I do or don't know
Isn't some elaborate scam put on by some
Higher-ups and should I believe in them?
Either that or I just accept
That every part of me is dead.
My ego does not exist,
unless maybe everyone is a part of it,
in which case I'll say "Hey, it's okay"
and then that's the end of today,
and I won't ever ever wonder if there's any other way.

School is school, it videotapes your drool,
then tells it what to do, then shows it to everyone
you've ever known.
My my how you have grown.

Why why why why why why why why
Why is anything?
Why is everything?

Every thing is only everything.
Everything is only every thing.
Everything is only everything.