Named And Shamed Lyrics

I wish just for once that I could be articualte
And find the perfect way to say what I mean
Rather than just plug away or verbally masturbate
I need the sweetest, truest, most cynical way to scream
Then maybe I could capture some brilliant times
Truly great moments of human beauty and heart
Notice how each and every one of my crimes rhymes
There's no skill to it, i'm just trying to be smart

Here is a short list of vomit inducing things
That i wish i knew how to properly sing:

The quiet girl who stole my thoughts
And so many things I learnt and she taught

The sounds that were always there at home
And made me feel like I was really someone

This killing pain that will never ever go away
I fear that it will be the end of me one day

The inspiring being who makes me feel weird
And I promise I wont mention your name or fears

The shining lamp that made new year my life
When all those before had been like a knife

Maybe there is a better word for ignorance
Maybe there are no better words for moments