My True Apology Lyrics

â??My True Apologyâ?
I feel so lonely now
Since I let you down
I let jealously get the best of me
And when i was so angry
I expect you to apologize
And now, tears well at my eyes
I wish now, i could take back the past
How I acted like an ass

Sometimes I wish I never met you
some days i really need to forget you
Cause if i never knew
That someone who
Could forgive
Me for my mistakes
In a world where
Everything's so fake

I wish i could take back
Everything i said
Sometimes
I just want to drop dead
Like The time, on the cruise
I expected you
To spend all your time with me
It was selfish, but it was all I could see

You were confused, you were upset
And i will never forget
The mistake that i made
In tears i have paid
All those nights that i cried
All those nightmares i hide
I just wanted to apologize

My reasons were only for my self
I was so dumb, didn't think of no one else
The reason i hurt you
Is because you hurt me
When you talk about all your friends
Who you hold closer than we
It makes me feel
Head over Heels