My Little Secret Lyrics

As I lie here the room spins around

I try so fucking hard to keep my feet on the ground

But alas BAM

BLING BLANG BLAM BLAM

The pain I scream does anyone understand

God and I walk hand in hand

The cloud is a dream of lapsed reality

Society's blind, open eyes, let them see

But my face is black my soul is scarred

My hate's held back - My soul is Barred

When I let go and set it free

There's nothing left - No you nor me

Just the demons we lock inside

Try to run Fuck there's nowhere to Hide

Let the pain overwhelm you tear you apart

Reach down my throught and rip out my heart

Now I'm free they can't reach me here

Locked away without pain or fear

Watch now as it all fades away

All the hate of tomorrow returns here today

It overwhelms me - one last scream

With the love of God I'm lost and overseen

The molten gates of hell beckon me

Only without God am I happy