My Elegy, My Epitaph Lyrics

I tried my best, i tried to strive
and realized I've been so life deprived

this is my oust,
my s.o.s. played loud
pull me from under this
darkened cloud

i look in retrospect at all ive done
the feats I've accomplish all amount to none
my eye all glazed, from the gleam of the sun
my face reads loud,
from a complete stun

bring me a catalyst,
so fierce,
so keen
and thus make me more,
so pure,
so clean

differentiate me unto a different path
this is my elegy
my final epitaph

this stagnant routine brought into thought
as i sit, i feel so alone and distraught
a once happy imagine I've left and forgot
i know I've learned nothing
from the lessons taught

as i rest my hand upon my chest
my heart doest beat
slower then the rest

this life so far, tedious at best
I'm quite sure I'll fail the rest
give it all up with a lucrative smile

differentiate me unto a different path
this is my final elegy
my dying epitaph
differentiate me
this is my dying epitaph

this is my oust,
my s.o.s. played loud
pull me from under this
darkened cloud

(Thanks to Ron for these lyrics)