Mezmerize Lyrics

My own fingers have scratch my vest away
Sliding me to the edge of the test today
I said I had to put the drug for my guess to pay
But that was a mistake I had made yesterday
This is a wrong I had drawn to inflict my inside
Every word and every sentence holding me uptight
Like a memory I had wasted until tomorrow was full
Another thought hard to feel until the sorrow was whole
An for that

I'm so sick of feeling like this today
The pain inside just won't take it away
I feel much just as long as I pray
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid

I clutch my hands as I stress my time
Hoping to find a place to rest my mind
Every other second I walk across the line
To shelter my crime, I thought I might find
So I'm assuming that the story's been told
When my arm reaches out but only remains alone
Like a memory I had wasted until tomorrow was full
Another thought hard to feel until the sorrow was whole
And for that

I'm so sick of feeling like this today
The pain inside just won't take it away
I feel much just as long as I pray
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid

I'm so sick of feeling like this today
The pain inside just won't take it away
I feel much just as long as I pray
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid

I mesmerize to push further and catch my breath
To my surprise my feelings sink until I have nothing left
But I choose to stand against the side of me I despise
And if I lose I'm standing here to pay the price
When I mesmerize

I'm tired of feeling the same
I make myself useless
I know that I can change
With no more excuses

I'm tired of feeling the same
I make myself useless
I know that I can change
With no more excuses

I'm tired of feeling the same
I make myself useless
I know that I can change
With no more excuses

I'm tired of feeling the same
I make myself useless
I know that I can change
With no more excuses

I'm so sick of feeling like this today
The pain inside just won't take it away
I feel much just as long as I pray
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid

I'm so sick of feeling like this today
The pain inside just won't take it away
I feel much just as long as I pray
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid

I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid
I mesmerize my eyes to where I'm not afraid