Magenta Lyrics

I'm like this everyday,
I'm still here somehow.
I bleed & I escape,
It's all so clear now.
You say that you love me,
That you can’t get enough of me.
I'd rather die then see you again.
Just like in my dreams,
I fell for the disease.
It’s back to playing just pretend.

I have no self esteem.
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
Why did this happen to me?
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
I'll never be the same.
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
I've lost all that I have gained.

Everyone is lost or gone,
Except for me.
I want my drug to keep me calm;
It's stuck in my destiny.
How to deal with pressure,
And that shit I can’t remember;
I can’t do anything on my own.
Death was a caution
And now it is an option.
I can’t do anything all alone.

I have no self esteem.
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
Why did this happen to me?
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
I'll never be the same.
NO, IT’S NOT OK!
I've lost all that I have gained.

Everyone is dying.
They're fuckin’ dying on me.
Everyone is dying.
They're fuckin’ dying on me.
Everyone is dying.
They're fuckin’ dying on me.
Everyone is dying.
They're fuckin’ dying on me!

EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!
EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!
EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!
EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!

EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!
EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!
EVERYONE IS DYING!
THEY'RE FUCKIN’ DYING ON ME!