Lonely Me, The Effigy Lyrics

it's not that fact that you walked away
or how your silhouette began to fade
it's everything that you held of me
it fell when you became dead to me
in the middle of that day, a burden lost was a burden gained
i never thought the world would end on a saturday
at 3:15 when she looked down and told me
you're not enough and i doubt you ever will be
you sing sad songs and you're dying ever evening
it's the taste that you leave on my tongue
one more question, one more answer is all i want
to get out of you
and i'll be happy as long as you tell the truth

so congratulations, you've just lost everything
cauterize my eyes cause you're not worth the bleeding
distance make syou nothing more than
a hollow shell of all i once adored
i've prayed for this moment for so long now
i never thought it'd be that day
i can't help but relive every word...
every word you said

it never stops, if not you, it'd be someone else
it's such a dangerous thing when i'm left to myself
i'm left to question the state of my mental health
my own devises have turned against themselves
you were a replacement for a stand-in for the
first one who saved me
from a stand-in for a replacement of the first
one who stabbed me in the back
in the back of my head i see you and you're happy
as i sit here and drown in this sarcastic apathy
what the fuck am i to say
as if 3 small words could really change anything
but they do and that's what this is all about
you said them and you tried to stop them in your mouth
but they came out