I've Already Fought My Wars Lyrics

I'm not fighting back; it's not my first heart attack.
It seems all my defenses are overrun.
A table meant for two, seemed most natural with you,
But lately, when they seat me I say "one".

I always drive your car to visit your grandma.
You look out of the window like a kid.
She won't be here for long, but judging by this song, she lasted longer with you than I did.

Though I am not your man, sometimes I still pretend.
Those big brown eyes, staring back at me
But I open up our
And I'm still in

**missing lyrics are not on the CD pamphlet**

Sometimes you still call.
Though your picture's on the wall, I still can seem to count you as a friend.
I won't help you with your math.
I won't find time to chat.
I'll only help the conversation end.

I can name the date, your outfit, and the place,
When we decided to let our worlds collide.
If it were up to you, you would throw that away too.
You don't know what you had and how it's died.