It's Only A Dream Lyrics

As I awake from my sleep
And [?] the life I keep
Tried so many different ways
I watched each one of them decay
[?] wraps round my brain
This world of fighting is driving me insane

I look in the mirror and see my face
Is that a smile or [?]?
As I shed a silent tear
My hand begins to shake with that inner fear

It's hard to know what to do
When everyone relies on you
[?] your car or one-two kids
Fed up with your job, what a way to live
Some misery

Along the beach
With the sea laughing round my feet
Is only a dream
It's only a dream
It's only a dream
Life is not what it seems
Just a dream