It All Starts To Show Lyrics

It all starts to show, all the thoughts that I fight in my head,
I should write em but I hide em instead,
It's alright cause I'll find em again and it's when,
It all starts to show

I lie awake and ponder life itself, kinda lost within it all but trying to find myself,
I find myself in the same place, in a haste as the days waste, not being patient or lazy and complacent,
Wage war, afraid but I maintain my sword, raised in a way made to take aim at more,
Amazed as we weighed late to stay sane I pause, and think as I listen,
You blink and you miss it, yeah, it's hard for me to make sense of it all,
Cause in essence I'm too sensitive and sensor it all, it's a centre of why we're even sent here at all,
And if we were made for a reason, why's there pain in believing in that?
Try to see where I'm at, I need to take apart my brain but still leave it in tact,
In fact it's like, it's like the damage of a thought, and the panic it can cause is so strong but vanishes before I can form an answer,
So where I get sick of how we live but I wish I didn't care but I do, can't decide for all the code it provides , but I just hope that in time

It all starts to show, all the thoughts that I fight in my head,
I should write em but I hide em instead,
It's alright cause I'll find em again and it's when,
It all starts to show

I can't help but reminisce on all the setbacks, I've been given but shit I should try to let that go,
Cause I know I'll only end up on that dark street, where your heart beats hard until you can't breathe right ,
And you're in trouble but you can't see why, nah I don't wanna go back there,
I wasted time playing chess trying to make the right move, till I learnt that success was just a state of mind,
Not the place you find in all the pictures when you pick a magazine up, even though it seems like it is,
The things that you see, and think that you need, are nothing once you got em, I wonder why you want them in the first place,
If your payday just went to this, you found a gateway to emptiness,
If this is you but don't know what to do all I can say is well hopefully soon,

It all starts to show, all the thoughts that I fight in my head,
I should write em but I hide em instead,
It's alright cause I'll find em again and it's when,
It all starts to show

I like to look at how, it's so accepted for people to try and put you down,
Just look at around and you'll see it, yeah it's hear, yeah it's there,
They take it out on you cause they're scared, Gimme the beat back,
And all our women, once born we deceive them, they're raised to see marriage as some sort of achievement,
They see no choice but to come forth and believe it, For Mum that was what her aim was,
Now she's got her brain washed too, on the same shit, kill her voice then, stand in line and find a man to fill a void when,
It doesn't work, shit love can hurt, actually it doesn't but just find something first,
Then there's those who can handle the thought of all the stuff it uncovers if nothing's above us,
And seek these religions and preach their difference, but I wonder what they teach, is it belief or business?
Think of all the power your belief beholds, so why would you restrict it to one way of thinking,
If it's too late for you to be the one I save, well all I'll say is I hope one day,

It all starts to show, all the thoughts that I fight in my head,
I should write em but I hide em instead,
It's alright cause I'll find em again and it's when,
It all starts to show
It all starts to show
It all starts to show
It all starts, It all starts, It all starts, It all starts to show

Lyrics may have a few mistakes please correct me if so