In Rue Of Lyrics

I've been to the depths of emotional purgatory
Cause in this life, there's nothing here for me
I used to live my life by the words of a man I heard
Now I've realized, there's only so long you can worship a fool

I can't keep my nerves at ease
So just leave me here in grief
I'll place this rose so close to your heart
To watch it grow and tear you apart
In rue of you

I'm so tired of searching for true love
So I'll lie to myself by saying that it will find me
And I toss and I turn in my sleep at night, afraid that I might
Not wake up with hope

I can't keep my nerves at ease
So just leave me here in grief
I'll place this rose so close to your heart
To watch it grow and tear you up...

So let's drink away our pain and expel all of our sanity
As we raise our glasses to the death of happiness
"We are all wallflowers, so please let us bloom
Or we'll make you suffer in our gloom!"
And then we'll break down and cry ourselves to sleep

Now my grief begins to eat me alive
Holding my stomach, I pray I don't die
And I'll place your rose inside of my heart
To watch it grow and tear me apart
In rue of you.