I'm Not Dying To Be Here Lyrics

Far away
You sit in my disgrace
And you just fake your mistakes
Break your Grade A's
Take my safe space
Drown me in your shame
I fear...

I want you near
This time of year
I'm not dying to be here
All along the outside, you see in
I'm not dying to be here

Here again
I'm forced to play pretend
And now I
Never fit in
Always missing
Feeling distant
All because I won't
Get through
To you

I want you near
This time of year
I'm not dying to be here
All along the outside, you see in
I'm not dying to be here

I'm not dying to be here

Are you on your way
There's something to say
Despite it all
I wish you would call
Cus I'm dying to be here