If You Really Knew Lyrics

I don't cry anymore
I don't worry these days
It's not that I've grown cold
Or that I've lost my heart
I just don't fear like I used to
But I still know that I'll die
It's just the storms that I've weathered
Have put a shell on me

And if you really knew
What was good for you
You'd run for the hills

At night I lie awake
Thinking about the things I've done
And I wish that I could say that I was proud
And that I'd never hurt no one
But the truth ain't that nice
I've buried a lot of my friends
Along the way I lost touch
And lost control