I Found This Will In The Hand Of A Matyr Lyrics

Who says you have to be honest
With everyone you think has something
To do with your life and whatever you do
Get some tattoos of your ex's name on your chest
It's the only way to show you've lost control
With what's to be dealt with o new years eve
When no-ones content and in the corner
A guy had a dream that this years his last
*Last night*

I leave my diaries pages for whomever to read them
If it accidentally fell open on my bedroom floor
I found this will in the hand of a martyr

This is the last day to show im believable
Ill colour my eyes so dark you cant see yourself
In them when you give me your last words
That you were sorry for whatever you said to me
That knife in my hand was meant to hit me?
Only I cant hear your apology
* How can I when im so far under *