How Much Longer Lyrics

(spoken)
I want the car to explode when you drive me to the K-Mart. I want you to solder my face to the mighty oak tree. I wanna fuck myself with my atom bomb. Why is it that I cannot, not even only once, find glass in my dinner or razor blades in the bedsheets? I pay my taxes. When will my hard work and dedication pay off? When will I reap what I have sown? When will my tiny penis shrivel up and disappear? When will my testicles bleed with joy? When will I drown in urine and vomit and my menstrual juices? I want to be the lamb slaughtered in the Milk Bar. I want to live. I want to live. I want to die. I want to live. How much longer must I wait?