Heroism Of Modern Life Lyrics

Giving everything to this
A job i cannot stand
A life i do not want
Fighting a war against myself
To find the strength to wake and make it through the day

I'd give my life if I could make the move to speak
Communicate but I can't
Silent gestures and quiet wars
A subtle language easily ignored
No one speaks it

I'd trade this all for something real

Manic erratic all too ecstatic
Oh how I'd be your nothing
With something to prove

Dull these thoughts with work again
The countless hours killing me
No escape from myself