Harder On The Holidays Lyrics

Harder on the Holidays
It's even harder on the holidays
Wish you hadn't gone away
Even hard on the holidays

Every day I'm waking up
realizing it could not be
Our last conversation ends
cause I'm holding you here (?)

Then you disappear
It's even harder on the holidays
Wish you hadn't gone away

Watching you sleep at night
While i fight to stay awake
And I'm happy cause you're happy
And I see it on your face
Then you disappear

It's even harder on the holidays
Wish you hadn't gone away
Even hard on the holidays

You're not coming back
You're not coming back