Guest List Spots Lyrics

If I died right here, what would they all say?
"He was miserable but he died doing
what made him happy"?
and if I went away who would be the first to find me?
A pretty girl that I loved or
someone looking for a guest list spot?

And if I drink enough life feels a little easy,
I could stand right up and slur a speech about how
I'm lucky to have such wonderful friends,
and I would be nothing without all of them.

If I could I would (if I could I would)
but I can't so I won't (can't so I won't)
Yeah, I know there's more to come
if I can just hold on.