Given Lyrics

without my numbers where's my wall
who will I have there to dissipate my fall
without my figures where's my god
is he in there air or is he just a fraud
I'll smile when I'm in heaven looking at you
until then I'll give my soul just to get to you
and I pray for an increase
and I pray for the lottery man
and I pray for a solution
and I'm praying the best I can
without my numbers I'm not here
when I see my face all I see is fear
without my system I'm not me
how will I consume how will I act free
I'll smile when I'm in heaven looking at you
until then I'll kill myself just to get to you
and I pray for a ransom
and I pray for the luckiest hand
and I pray for a solution
and I'm praying the best I can