Futile Existence Lyrics

A futile existence; manifested in despair and misery
All hope is gone; hope for life is gone
This mental distraught is a heavy weight to bear
All the pain is piling up into one thought
That is thought of everyday

Oh the dismal feelings, Oh the sadness
I am getting weaker each day

Oh the pain, Oh the suffering
I have nothing more to say

Sleep is a restful place
Time spent there is pleasant
When awoken, the thoughts come creeping back in
Thoughts to leave it all
A window to eternity awaits

Oh the dismal feelings, Oh the sadness
I am getting weaker each day

Oh the pain, Oh the suffering
I have nothing more to say

A somber existence; manifested in loneliness and sorrow
All hope is gone; hope for happiness is gone
This mental distraught is a heavy crown to wear
Suicidal thoughts plague the mind's core
These thoughts are thought of everyday