Feel Again Lyrics

I haven't felt this small since I was a child
I haven't felt this boring or dumb in a while
My heart's in my throat and my eyes are on fire
'Cause I'm being honest, and you called me a liar

I don't think I'm lonely but my doctor, he said
"It's three years and counting since I've had a friend"
He says I'm too young now to think it's the end
And life has to fall down to feel it again

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
But I've never seen any stars from the city
I've never seen what you're called "so pretty"
Just wanna run to the end of the world
Wanna jump off the edge, wanna sing as it burns
Sing as it burns

I couldn't eat since that night in the kitchen
How dare you tell me what I did when I didn't?
I screamed 'til I blacked out and lost half my vision
'Cause, God willing, I talk, can you actually listen?

I called up my doctor, I sounded a wreck
He asked if last Tuesday's the last that I slept
And I'm just exhausted 'cause I'm on the mend
And life has to fall down to feel it again

Ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh
But I've never seen any stars from the city (Ooh)
I've never seen what you're called "so pretty" (Ooh)
Just wanna run to the end of the world
Wanna jump off the edge, wanna sing as it burns
Sing as it burns

Burns, burns
Burns, burns

It's been a full year, I'm still breathin' (Burns, burns)
'Cause the world didn't end with you here (Burns, burns)
Never felt more alive, now I see you It (Burns, burns)
All has to fall down to feel it