Fearful Lyrics

You were always right there But you didn?t seem to care When was I ever so bare You were never aware Take me home and make it better Tuck me in to a silent sleep Make it all just go away May you practice what you preach Play dead Was what you always said But I hear it in my head I just want to go to bed Tell me why I can?t be better Is this always on my mind You can?t be my contraceptor Disease will find me in time Yearning for your love Will it fit me like a glove Even when push becomes a shove You will lift me high above Go away and leave me lying On the floor from what you?ve done When they find me I won?t be crying This disease has surely won